2SB3 nite out in melb!

hey everyone!
sorry but this is a very delayed post.

a week ago, we had a little sb3 gathering here in melbourne. Bennett and Evelyn came from singapore to join the usual suspects of yongsi, esther, denise and myself.

I dunno who came up with the idea to wear our sch uniforms (esther? haha), but yeah....we WORE OUR ACJC UNIFORMS!! hahahahaha...and went to eat a buffet at Crown Casino.
It was so nice to hang out with friends that you feel so comfortable with. Friends who dont judge you, and whom u know u can talk to about anything and everything. Its amazing how after all these years, when we get together, we are STILL the same ppl. still talking nonsense and still lauging at all manner of lame jokes. i miss ACJC!!!!

ok, i'll let the pics tell the rest of the story! enjoy!

PICS HERE!

l dont like mornings

sunday morning. yawn.

i dont like the weekends anymore. theres too much time to do nothing. feels like im not accomplishing anything and my life is passing me by. as u can see, mornings are NOT my fav time of day. i like evenings...sunsets.

went to Crown casino to have dessert yesterday nite with Crystal n Ah Yen... passed by this Warner Bros shop and Crys pointed out that they were hiring at the moment!!! Gonna go for an interview on monday. ahhh....i so so so so want that job!!! working in the WB store, surrounded by stuffed toys and not to mention superman n batman merchandise....its like a dream job. (probably ranking as high on my job-wish-list as max brenner)

yesterday, went to esther's drama performance at church. she was an angel...literally. nice! unfortunately, silly me forgot to bring my camera. d'oh!

back

hey everyone.

its been almost a month since the last post. sorry!
now that im back in melb and sch is starting again, the blog will be updated more regularly.

tasmania pics and pics from the sb3 uniform nite out will be posted soon.

right now i just dun feel like doing anything. im so sian....
every morning over the past few days when i wake up, i think about what i will be doing in the future. its probably not a good idea to worry about the future too much, and just take it day by day, but i cant help but worry about where i'll be in a few yrs time. most of this i think has to do with my course.

last semester when i started out, architecture was like rEALLY waht i wanted to do. but now that ive dived into it for a year, and seen snippets of what the industry is like....it scares me. cant help but worry that if i dun make it as an architect, i CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE!!! its too specialised. u know that "calling" that doctors have...like they WANT to be doctors....well, i dun feel that at the moment. its as if i just keep going on n on, day after day, rolling forward towards an inevitable outcome that i cant hide from.

bleah....i dunno. like i said.....really sian rite now.

life ahead seems so uncertain. what am i doing???? i dunno..... waht is my purpose in life???? i dunno....

4 more years here is a very very long time. and im not even sure if its what i want to do. to quote someone..."nothing is worse than uncertainty. your soul leaves you."