really felt sad yesterday.
dunno y... was sitting in my apartment alone, staring at my comic books on the shelf.....and it hit me that i'll be here for a long time to come. All the things that have been happening of late have only served to compound this miserable feeling.
I miss home....
luckily its already end april, and soon i'll be back to the sunshine of spore!
but thats only temporary happiness. what about the future?..... i used to be so certain of where i was headed. i would graduate from archi, get a PR, get a job here....blah blah. now all that seems so hazy. I cant see anything past this semester, and maybe i dont want to. I'm afraid of what will happen, because im not sure if i want it.
bah
hopefully this feeling will pass. exams are coming soon so that should keep my mind occupied. also have 3 races over the next 3 weekends. running is good therapy, cos when you're gasping for breath, life doesnt seem so bad. its quite sadistic, but thats the way i see it.
one good piece of news this week... i got one of my models published in a university magazine! yay! its not much...but my name will be printed there n all. haha its a start...
hang in there guys. exams almost over.
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